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Sunday, May 30, 2004

yes!

SHOPPING!

bought
1:roxy slippers
2:espirt top
3:a top from future state
4.funkaye! earrings from littleblackflowers.

(:

am a happy girl!

hmm.
been offered money for tattooing alreadyy.

hahahas!
alrights.

shall go.

BDAE CUMS IN 3 DAYS' TIME!

xoxo


hazel Y 10:29 PM |


Saturday, May 29, 2004

tragedinne


yesterdae was total crap.dad made me sit down and hear him talk.
was crying the shit outta me.

bleahh.
anyhows.
ZELLY WELLY'S BIGGG BIGG DAE CUMS IN 5 DAYS!
(x
all smiles.

please please.
if u guys haf no idea wad to get me:x.then gimem the money!
i seriously need to go on a shopping spree.

:/
hahahas.
eyed this top from future state.
and some real pinky blackish earring!

oh mann.

but i haf a sick feeling this year's bdae will not be an njoyable one.:/

lalalala.
todae aint going out.
oh wells.
shall study geog.

goodbye!
xoxo.

i love you baby!
and it is quite alright!
i need you baby.
to warm my lonely nights

(:


hazel Y 1:18 PM |


Thursday, May 27, 2004

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world



yikes!my foot!
what a wonderful world?!

omggg.
this will be one of my last.

cheryl jes msged me abt her ptm.OMG OMG OMG!
that fucking slut said that cheryl sure retain.
if cheryl gets retain.means im surely retain already.

oh godd.

I HATE THIS!!
DUNT WNANA GO SCHOOL!

im like so dead.
my parents are gonna kill me.

some body save meeee!!!!


hazel Y 10:48 AM |


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

i love you baby
and it is quite alright.
i need you baby.



zelly welly's birthdae comes in 8 days' time!
hellos!
jumps ardd.
todae's spoilt..but night rocked.

haahs.
i was so slpy todae!goddd.during the australian eng exams.i was practically slping thru the paper!was dozing off.and all the answers that i shaded look terrible.
oh well.

hahahas.science centre sucked.

esp coze of some people.

rolls eyes.

amy should haf busted them.
bleahh.
but the news reporting thing was damn damn funny.
serene!godd.her face makes me laugh my ass off mann.

anyhows.
my eyes damn pain mann.the way back to school was so hot!
the bus was like...so old and lousy.and i was slping.and banging my head against the windows.

somehow i woke up now and then.could hear lotte's laughter and beverly toking at the top of her voice.
hahahas.
and the sun kept shining on my face!

:/
saw the sports school for the first time.
omg!

so niceeee.

hair's getting so long.


hair cut needs me.

bye!

xoxo


hazel Y 9:25 PM |


Monday, May 24, 2004

I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear


greetings
school was terrible.the meeting vp part was terrible.oh mann.
im like super worried with my fucking results.looked at da slides that my vp showed.

gawddd.
thank god she had no time to pick out those who failed almost all their subs.

im so tired!!!
skipped training.

:|
din felt like going.bleahhh.

watched naruto on my comp!it lagged so muchh.goshh.


shall end.

to marilyn:cheer up!(: _____'s prob confused.so yeahh.smile!

bye all;xoxo


hazel Y 4:16 PM |


Sunday, May 23, 2004

CHANGE OF TEMPLATE!
(x
nice?ahhahas.i think the pic of the girl damn funny.

and dunt ask me wadssup with the pink.cant change it to red.:(


alrights.
xoxo

Boy I never knew I could feel
The way I felt, when I felt the way
You were feeling me baby
I'm so out of control, Yeah

Every time you look my way
I realize more and more
How much I adore those pretty eyes
Of yours, I'm helpless baby

What I wanna know is
Are you willing to try?
Can you love me for a lifetime
In just one night?

Chorus:
Baby I love you (love you)
Baby I need you (need you)
I gotta have you (I gotta have you babe)
Can't be without you (be without you)

REPEAT CHORUS

Blessed and cursed on the same day,
The day that I first felt the power of you
Inside of me, such a strong feeling,
There comes a time in everyone's life
When you know, and everyone around you knows
That everything is changed,
You're not the same, It's a new day

Oh what I wanna know is,
Are you willing to try
There's gotta be more meaning to this
Than what meets the eye

Baby I love you (baby i need you).........(2nd time: yeah yeah!)
Baby I need you (gotta have you baby).........(2nd time:i gotta have you!)
I gotta have you (can't be without you).........(2nd time:yeah yeah yeah!)
Can't be without you (baby i love you)

REPEAT CHORUS

Oh, I love the way you kiss me
Oh, baby please
I'm about to lose my mind
Oh talk to me, 'cause I'm begging for you
And I'm down on my knees
Baby, I know you're the one that I need

Baby I love you
Baby I need you
I gotta have you
Can't be without you

REPEAT CHORUS


hazel Y 10:13 PM |



I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I’m counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning yeah


(:

IM HAPPYY!!!JUMPS!
im here!
flag dae was so tiring!

gawddd.but had fun fishing.hahaas.thank you to all who i called to cum down to donate yah!

hahahas.amy serene cheryl shuanne feli and me all went to take neoprints!..ahahhas.happy zelly.
then after that we went to do flagging at ard paragon area.
not bad.
hahahs.

yes yes.
on the way back to suntec i met sum cock head.
he stopped me and all.
and kept smiling.then asked me wad is diabetics society blah blah.
like wad larhh.u dunno how to read arh.

then later me and serene explain.
then we faster walk away.then he sae wait!he wnana donate.-stares.
walked back to the fucktard.
then he kept saying "gimme a moment.gimme a moment."
and he kept smiling!so yes yes.

afetr so long and the fact that he stopped me.

he gave me a wow!-10 cents.

go to hell larhh.
then later we faster walk away.then that guy followed!
then we brisk walk.then that guy was like following too.and was saying"why u all walk so fast?"

fucktard lahh.

anyhows.
hahahas.after that marilyn came.went with her to esprit in town.
god.it was like the 3rd time going there yesterdae.

and guess wad.
then ring that i've been eyeing was gone!

:/
but found out later still gort sum other places with limited stocks and all.
bleahh.
i want it!

dunt mind it as a wedding ring.

HINTS!ESPRIT RING.AT ONLY $89!

so nicee.
then later met kenny again.-gongs.that guy donated $5!hahahas.due to my superb extorting skills.
ahahhas.
and later met chris euw.haahas.he gort me a bar of hazelnut chocolate!

yum!
came home.

and blah blah blah.
I HATE MY PARENTS!

anyhows.
caught glass city at night.
so saddd.
i <3 their theme song."try to remember."
then slpt at 1 plus.
gawdd.was so tireddd.

that's it.
bye!

xoxo

And I think about you all the time
And I think about you all the time
Yeah I think about it all the time
tell me its madness
i barely know you


hazel Y 11:06 AM |


Friday, May 21, 2004

never want to fly
never want to leave
never want to say.
what you mean to me.


arggghhhh.
am shagged.
veryy!!!arghh.
school;s boring as usual.
ahahhas.

was laughing the shitt outta me .with shijin and yvonne and their uniform filled with shredded paper.
DAMNN FUNNY.
hahahas.and yes.
SEC 3 ENDURANCE FINALLY PARTICIPATED IN AN EVENT AND WE GORT INTO THE FINALS!
-claps and jumps abt.

not to mention.
gort my bill todae.

arhh mann.

u wounden want to know wad happened.
oh wells.
CURSE THAT HANDD!

anyhows.
flagg dae tmr.
hafta go all the way to suntec!

goshh.

shall go.
goodbye!
xoxo


hazel Y 10:19 PM |


Thursday, May 20, 2004

i
didnt
mean
to fall
in lovewith you.


(:
greetings.
am finally updatinggg.
sch's so boring!arghh.and we had a pre departure briefing abt the germany trip
AM SO EXCITED!(x
AM GOIN THERE IN ABt 19 DAYS' TIME.
germany needs me!
will be taking t night flight.

miss me yah all!lols.:x

and oh yes oh yes!
ZELLY WELLY'S BIRTHDAE WILL BE CUMING IN 15 DAYS!

hahahas.
having many many mood swings these few daes.

so yeahhh.sorrie if im like whining for now and depressed at the next min yahh?

hmm.yesterdae was lame i tell youu.
-shant go further into it.hahahas!-

lazee fingers dunt wanan type any longer.

bye fools!





hazel Y 9:45 PM |


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

WHY!


hazel Y 10:06 PM |


Tuesday, May 18, 2004

baby cant u see
im falling



im here.
SUPER FUCKING FULL!

seoul gardening with amy serene cheryl shuanne
(:

goshh.
ate so much.
till stomach felt it was churning the hell outta me.

went to cine after that.
for sum reason.ahem.

hahahas.
and went home.
on da way home.was super down.dman down.

LIFE'S TERRIBLE!


goodbye.


hazel Y 9:47 PM |


Monday, May 17, 2004

im here again.
real bad dae.

failed 6 subs!
woah!
first time in my life mann.
goshh.

real badd.
yu don was toking to me.she saes she's worried that i'll get retain!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I WANT TO GO PROM NIGHT NEXT YEAR!

:(
i was so sad cann!then went toilet to shout and punch and kick my reflection in da mirror in school.
hahahas.

wthh.

i hafta work hard!

yes yes.
and mrs annie ong caught me for my damn ears!

arhs.
hadta throw my earrings away.
oh wells.

dear amy gort it back for me!
(:

yes yes.
had training and after that went to meet celebs and all.

i dunno wad the hell was going on there.
but sure hope eevrything will be alright over time.
:/

oh wells.

no mood type alreadyy.

chrissy!please takaire of ur poor feet yah!(:

goodbye!


hazel Y 9:38 PM |


Sunday, May 16, 2004

-hops in

<3<3<3<3<3<3

(:

new shoes!
ascis.wheee.so chioo.

went for sundae class todae.boringgg.was msging the whole time anywayy.hahahas.
after that went down to queensway shopping centre.
gort my shoes!

(:
after that had lunch.
and eys.came back home.slpt like for hrs.then went jogging with jo!
hahahas.
we were like laughing at t way pple ran past us.
hahahas.
the different ways of running.
hahahas.

saw ian.
(:

and saw a damn damn cute guy!
ahahhas.

jo was like."omg.so cute!"
yeah mann.so cute!
arhhhs.
anyhows.

IM HAPPIE!!!whee.
on cloud 9 i guess.

shall go.
goodbye!

am counting the steps to you heart.



hazel Y 10:31 PM |


Saturday, May 15, 2004

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go


im bored am bored so bored!

fridae

school was terrible!gort back my eng maths chinese physics papers

got the lowest for chinese in my class can!
39.3!:/
oh wells.
summary for eng was alright.13/25
compo:20/30
maths:18/100(wtf?)
physics:14/100?
dunno larhs.

goshh.
this is terribleeee.
oh wells.
but no lessons!(:

after school went to rm with jo as that silly ass went to qbhse to trim her hair.
trim!
lols.
so darn thin noww.

on the way out to the bus stop.

some fucktard flashed at me.then i was like stunned.
like huh.then i told jo.omg.flasher.
then actually we continued to walk.then jo was like where...?then i was like there.dun look!then she walked back and look.that dickhead flashed at her too.
wad a lame ass.
jo laughed so loudy as i called the police cann.

lols.

so disturbing cann!that son of the bitch.
made my eyes corrode for like 20 secs.
goshh.
i hope there'll be no fathers' days for him!

now my mum's all paranoid.
-.-"

anyhows.
found a tattoo design that i really like.

will most prob get that.
(:

dunt think am goin anywhere todae.sians!

shall end here.

goodbye!
xoxo

cant get this song outta my head!
"She Wants To Move"

[Intro - Pharrell Williams]
Shake it up.. shake it up girl
Shake it up.. bass
Hey! Shake it up.. shake it up

[Verse - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
She makes me think of lightning in skies
(Her name) She's sexy!!
How else is God supposed to write
(Her name) She's sexy!!
Move, she wants to move
But you're hogging her, you're guarding her
She wants to move (she wants to move)
She wants to move (she wants to move)
But you're hogging her, you're guarding her (damn!)

[Chorus - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Mister! Look at your girl, she loves it!
(Look at her) I can see it in her eyes
She (come here babe) hopes this lasts forever, Hey!!

[Verse - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Her off beat dance makes me fantasize
(Her curves) She's sexy!!
Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride [sound effect]
(Her ass) She's sexy!!
Move, she wants to move
But you're hogging her, and guarding her
She wants to move (she wants to move)
She wants to move (she wants to move)
But you're hogging her, you're guarding her (beat it!!)

[Chorus - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Mister! Look at your girl, she loves it!
(I know you love it girl) I can see it in her eyes
She - hopes this lasts forever (hey) Hey!!

[Interlude/Bridge - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Ehh, this is your part girl
Uh, this is your part girl!!
(Move, she wants to move) c'mon!
OWW! (Move, she wants to move) ehh
Man (and move, she wants to move)
(Move, she wants to move)
But you're hogging her, you're guarding her
BEAT IT!!

[Chorus - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Mister! Look at your girl (damn) she loves it!
(She loves) I can see it in her eyes
She - hopes this lasts forever, Hey!! c'mon
Mister! Look at your girl (look at your girl) she loves it!
(She wants it) I can see it in her eyes
She - hopes this lasts forever, Hey!!

[Outro - Pharrell Williams (Shae)]
Somebody get us some water in here!
Cause it's HOT!
(Yo why you, why you, why you wit that fool?)
HOT y'all! Hey! Huuuhh!
(I like it when you're wet baby) Ehh


hazel Y 10:17 AM |


Thursday, May 13, 2004

"Dear Diary"

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends


hazel Y 10:04 AM |



somewhere over the rainbow!(:

im here.
all burnt.
yesterdae's suntanning was great!hahs.at first it's was raining and all.

mandy juls gen jen
xjie isa amelia szemin


we were like all whining for the sun to come out.and ran ard like mad cows.
hahahas.real fun.

we suntanned so much then gort scared by the sun and left while it was still blazing hot.

hahahas.

now my neck hurts so much.
arghhs.


im so bored i tell you!
aint goin anywhere todae.
roars.

oh wells.
read the newspapers todae.
goshh.
am so turned off by the america and iraq's conflict.
goshh.
the beheading is so....disgusting.
lost appretite for my bkfast jes by reading the papers mann.

:/
feel sad for that victim tho.
sighh.

dear diary.i am so confused.
i dunno wad to do.

:|

signing off.
goodbye!


"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreamsI see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby


hazel Y 9:41 AM |


Tuesday, May 11, 2004

adore bikini

im here!

FRIGGIN EXAMS ARE OVER BABEH!(x

bt aint very happie.worried actualli.results are gonan be terrible.real terrible!
arghhs.

anyhows,gort my bikini.
kinky!
hahahas.but that fats patts are making me go mad!

parents made a big big hoo-haa abt me buying the bikini.
wtf.made me so damn pissed can.insulting.

baitchhh!!!


anyhows.
yes yes.
painted nails black again.
and mandy was scaring me with her lenses.gosh.it was white!and with a black dot in the middle.
sometimes we all even wonder if she's toking to us anot.
haahas.

and yes.
we were all comparing fats!

aaahahahas.
long day larhs.
too tired to update.
hehs.

shall go.
tanning tmr!


whee!

goodbye!




hazel Y 10:31 PM |


Monday, May 10, 2004

Will you marry me?
By your side i'll be.
Will you marry me?
By your side i'll be!


hahs.feel wierd with blogger's new layout.
I FUCKING HATE YU DONG SHIT!

fuckit mann.i've counted.
in this year so far.she has already confiscated 8 of my earrings!

I FUCKING HOPE SHE FUCKING SHRINK 80CM!

stupid pencil.

now i hafta go buy new ones.

and i've set my eyes on this roxy earrings!
(:

thanks to ally.she lent me earrings.
hahaas.


BIKINI tmr.
x)cant wait.

yay!exams ends tmr!
and chem paper sucks mann.and the hall was so so so hot!
:/
was folding my exams papers up and fan myself.
hahs!

and poor mr teoh.his i-dunno-what worked up again.hadta sit down to rest.

YES YES.
HAF PLENTY OF PLANS!!!
:D..but i need ka-ching!

:/

the thot of yu dong jes pisses me off mann.
>:(

GRRR!

"The Girl Who Wanted To Be God"

There are no sunsets just silence
You could see that she was true and faithless
But see through the future and forget all the lies
Black out the words for the blind have eyes

I am the girl who wanted to be God
I am the girl who wanted to be God

There are times when you feel hopeless
Just for once for no-one else we are blameless
The dawn is still breaking its heaven is so high
She told the truth, told the truth and then she lied

I am the girl who wanted to be God
I am the girl who wanted to be God

Hold me she said love me to death

I am the girl who wanted to be God
I am the girl who wanted to be God

I am the girl who wanted to be God
I am the girl who wanted to be God

YES!I WANT TO BE GOD!

SO I'LL MAKE YU DONG VANISH!

xoxo.

THE PREETY PISSED ONE.


hazel Y 1:48 PM |


Sunday, May 09, 2004

ahem.

ZELLY WELLY'S BIRTHDAY'S CUMING IN ABT 25 DAYS TIME!

AHEM

I WANT THAT ROXY WATCH!
I WANT THAT ROXY WATCH!
I WANT THAT ROXY WATCH!
I WANT NEED THAT ROXY WATCH!




someone please get me one.:x):

and yes!
exams are ending on tuesdae!

-jumps

and yes.

i spent my night yesterdae drawing on this plain tee that i found.

i drew this woman in a superman suit.

to mum

despite the manyx36 nags...
...and the fact that you cant cook

...you'll always be OUR supermum!

(:

sweet aint so?

i bet she prob cried when she saw it.hahs!
but yes.i woke up only hrs after she saw the shirt.

hahs!



xoxo(:


hazel Y 8:32 PM |


Friday, May 07, 2004

am listening to wayne wonder's HOLD ME NOW.

rocks mann!

caught the movie
at last!!!(:

totally rocks.

very very very nice.touching.and funny!hah.

me sham jo are so so gonan catch ella enchanted!
(:

gonna get bikini soon!
tuesdae i think.
hehs
and YES!TANNY TANNING-GGGG! on wed?
shiok.
and piercings!

(x

gort everything planned.

stingy dad.he refuse to gimme 30 buckaroos to buy my mum ORCHIDS!
:/

how.
im broke.

-begs.

:/

shall ask my bro tmr.

hehs.and i meet my laoyi at the mrt.she's so funkaye!i din know she was a movie fanatic.
hahahas!

so cute.

oh yes.
todae's physics is a killer mann!

maths!

social studies!

bleaghh.

am dead.

hahas.


oh wells.
shall go.
bye!

xoxo.(:


hazel Y 9:57 PM |


Thursday, May 06, 2004

-27 MORE DAYES TO ZELLY WELLY'S BIRTHDAY!-

am done with chris' blog.

(:

todae's papers were trash i tell you!-bleahhs.
maths+social studies.

confirm fail one.
):<
slpt so much mann!

and best.they din on the air con.
:/

stingy pinky bloody school.


hmm.nth much happened these few days.
hahs.

IM HAPPY ZELLY WELLY!!!

shall go napping.

buhbye!

songs i cant gett outta my headd.
1.I BELIEVE by tatayoung
2.EXTRAORDINARY by lizphair
3.sum song that goes."cus love aint gonna wait for you.." by i-dunno-who.

xoxo(:


hazel Y 4:04 PM |


Sunday, May 02, 2004

"did you see me cry"


i've finally felt the true pain of heartbreaks.

and how it's like to break someone that loved me's heart.


it sucks

i hate it.

;more like.i hate myself.


hazel Y 11:29 PM |



32 more days to ZELLY WELLY's 15th birthdayy.(:

shall do a quick update.

(:

no fixed plans for todayy i guess.

hmm.

i feel the mid year blues alrdy.
shucks.

shall go.

goodbye.

"I'm Shakin'"

I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal
To be normal
I've forgotten what food tastes like
The way it tastes right
The taste buds taste right
I wake up in so much spit and sweat, it is not normal
What is normal?

I go to bed
When I wake up
After cleaning all
All the spit and sweat

I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now

I tossed and turned all night
'cause I was looking for an ending
This was so because I watched all day
The neverending story with Atreyu

The next day came but not a beam of light
Because the blinds were shut
Sha sha sha shut so tight

I fell out of bed laced with spit and sweat
It made me very cold
It made me very cold

I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now

I'm supposed to feel better
This nightmare supposed to end
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on


I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now

I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now




hazel Y 9:17 AM |


Saturday, May 01, 2004

you past me by

heys.
it's like 6:42 now.
going for walkaton later.
let's hope nobody will step on THAT toe.
hahs.

listening to utada hikaru's hear me cry

somehow;i feel sad.
:|

dunno whye this few days my mood's like..strange.

always suddenly feeling very very sad and lonely.

friday
went to church to collect salt tee.
ugly shit if u ask me.
it's orange!

black is like so much better.
oh wells.

anyhows.
church was fucking boring.
and it's getting more and more boring somehow.

mood got better when we went to cp.

ate and walk and stone ard.

bleahh.
gort home at ard 9 plus.

slpt at 10!

(:
so tiredd.

school
dental appointment!
:D
-shows teeth

was so scared mann.
but then the male dentist aint that bad after all.
everybody's like "my teeth hurts..."

mine din bled.
:D
HEALTHY GUMS!
-shows 3e.
hahahas.

and sarah regina was telling me that my teeth damn white.

hahhas

HAPPIE for that moment of the day.

(:

shall go.
bye



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